Update: he asked me to open the bathroom door so he could crawl inside and curl up by the rug (he was there in the dark but i turned lights on to take a pic)
im screaming theres a fly in the house that literally spooked rain so bad he ran into my room asking for hugs and comfort then went under my desk HE HASN'T GONE UNDER MY DESK SINCE HE WAS 3 MONTHS OLD
he did the same when i went into the kitchen real quick (loafing like a cat)