Ima be real with everyone I haven’t been doing good mentally and I have been going crazy the past few months I have been pushing my close friends away cause I can’t deal with my problems I lash out and do stupid stuff for reasons I don’t know I have so much anxiety and depression
Better but in reality I was just running away from my problems and at this moment I’m starting to realize I’m honestly not okay I don’t wanna be like this but I can’t get my self to get help which I don’t know y sorry this is so long
And it’s making me hate my self I constantly am fighting with my self in my head I think everyone’s out to get me and idk what to do I tell my self to go get help but I never do it cause I’m honestly scared I stay off social media so I don’t crash out i thought I was getting