I get paid to show up and be myself and do shit I like. Why would I ever show up where I can’t be myself and can’t do things I like.. and there’s no pay involved? Sound like prison to me
First you realize the whole financial system is designed to keep your broke
Next you realize the whole food industry is designed to keep you overweight and addicted
Then you realize the education system is designed to make you a sheep
Then it hits you.. they’re all connected
Time passes anyway. Go to school. Start that training program. The more the merrier. It gives you life experiences. You learn something that you can take into your next opportunity. Anything but idleness.