@lapislagoons I think if you want to live a big, unusual life then you will. Making a few mistakes along the way is normal no matter what but maybe it’s also a part of the unusual life too. “Deserve” is just a concept we use to torture ourselves it’s not real
there are two main kinds of nerd culture in America: "Asian" and "queer". do not be mislead by the names i have given them: many "Asian" nerds are not Asian, and many "queer" nerds are not queer
when I don’t sleep, gravity feels heavier. The earth pulls the skin under my eyes downward, my bones feel harder to keep straight, the air I move through feels denser