@meow31337@catkaldir@ReznovRulz I don't doubt that. I'm just curious about the specifics of that experience. Getting no positive feelings from seeing gains vs any positive feelings being overwhelmed by negative feelings of dysphoria seem to be two distinct experiences so I'm just curious which one it is.
@catkaldir@ReznovRulz I'm assuming that it took years of working out consistently and seeing small changes to look like your pre transition pictures. Did any of those changes bring any positive emotions that was still less than your dysphoria or did you literally not feel anything good from them?
@catkaldir@ReznovRulz Genuine question, given that you probably had to workout consistently to look like your before pictures, did you get no positive feelings from seeing improvements to your pre transition physique? And if not, why did you keep working out?
@Altermerea@littlestevievai@LostM71310@stagdad Idt nondistress is mutually exclusive to social gendering friction or sexed-body mapping error. Like if you asked a type 1 to articulate what exactly feels "euphoric" about transitioning it could be the social transition or the physical changes and those two people are distinct
@Aella_Girl Is it possible that the distribution of ratings for men are different? I feel like the "ideal female body" is pretty well agreed upon but people might have more varied tastes in male bodies (some like muscular, some like dad bods, some like skinny, etc).
Reminder: if you are not invited to a party tonight it's because collectively, the rest of the planet doesn't think you're worthy of their time. But that's okay. You can improve. Read a novel, go for a walk, and maybe in 12-18 months you'll be interesting.