I’m struggling hard today with the fact I go back to work tomorrow and I have to leave my baby. Fucking crying currently because my mama heart hurts.😭💔
Okay if I can just be real straight forward for a sec, everyone thinks it’s all sunshine and rainbows and babies but sometimes the stuff we see in labor and delivery is actually so f*cked up
Call the office again tomorrow to see if they can come out. The gal my husband talked to yesterday said the earliest they can come is Monday. Do I go mama bear on them, I have our 3 youngins to think about. They’ve also already taken our money for the propane.
Ferrellgas is the fucking worst. We placed an order on 12/26 they were supposed to deliver 12/29 but due to the weather they didn’t. They then rescheduled us to 01/07. We are now out of propane, we have no heat, the house is already 54 degrees. We called their emergency line
Because on their website it says “emergency propane deliveries can be made after hours, on weekends, or on holidays should you need it for an additional cost” cool we will gladly pay so we can have heat. Their response to our call is there is nothing they can do for us and to
Well fuck…. Went to go feed the dogs and found water pouring out of a pipe and the back room completely flooded with at least 2 inches of standing water in it. A valve blew off the plumbing to our toilet out there. Happy fucking Holidays😭
Tarik Mason joined us yesterday 11-14 at 0635. He weighed 7 lbs 8 oz and was 20 inches long. My labor was scary and he ended up coming out with a true knot in his umbilical cord, we are so lucky he’s alive and healthy🩵
I have an appointment with MFM tomorrow, my sugars have been all over and uncontrolled. I will be requesting a 37 weeks induction. My primary OB thinks they will approve. I’m already 2 cm, 60% effaced, and baby is at -3 station. I could have my babe this coming weekend!
Got the Dexcom today, the gestational diabetes and the start of insulin has had my sugars all over the place and this will give us a better idea of what’s going. Not a good feeling when you drop to 44. It’s happened twice now plus a couple other lows but not as severe.
Started insulin yesterday for my Gestational diabetes. With that I have twice weekly NSTs and weekly ultrasounds on top of working full time still. To say I’m struggling is an understatement right now.