Shining L

[Shining L @shiningli_]

!! I send a lot of emails to some professors that I interested, and finally one of them replied to me! I am so excited! Now I will seize the time to prepare my presentation! Time is pressing and tasks are so heavy, but I believe I can do it well!

[Shining L @shiningli_]

我一直以为跟着你飞翔是你去哪我去哪 我现在明白了 跟着你飞翔的真谛 其实是我们一起变成更好的自己

[Shining L @shiningli_]

@TFENT_OFFICIAL 啊啊啊啊啊啊

[Shining L @shiningli_]

回家好舒适

[Shining L @shiningli_]

I want to go to England, I want to go to London😭

[Shining L @shiningli_]

I believe everything will be fine! Plz give me more courage, courage to face all kinds of challenge🤲

[Shining L @shiningli_]

I really want to be his student if I can…

[Shining L @shiningli_]

I found a professor,his research interest match very closely to what I am doing now!!! And he also recruited Chinese students!! In this school, he is the only professor whose work is so compatible with my research!! I am very surprised!!

[Shining L @shiningli_]

However, I don't want to speak too soon, because I haven't fully disciplined myself or taken real action yet. I still spend a lot of time on social media. My listening skills and vocabulary are very poor, and my time is extremely tight.

[Shining L @shiningli_]

I have come to realize that all my suffering only needs one thing to be resolved: achievement. Comfort, encouragement, and everything else pale in comparison to a concrete accomplishment.

[Shining L @shiningli_]

Yet, what I suddenly felt was a power born from this very insecurity. I can feel a long-lost strength slowly awakening within me, and I hope it will help me reach the heights I desire.

[Shining L @shiningli_]

Today, while looking into schools and prospective advisors, I became increasingly aware of how insignificant I am in this world, and my sense of inferiority regarding my background grew deeper.

[Shining L @shiningli_]

I really want to get a degree of Phd. I am searching some schools and professors nowadays, when I get to know their research interest, I just feel I am so tiny!!!! I really want to study further in my major and I really wanna see more about the world!! Will I be successful?

[Shining L @shiningli_]

我感觉我找不到动力了 我想出去 我想去看世界 但我总是行动不起来 我一边埋怨自己一边焦虑一边羡慕别人 我好痛恨这样的自己

[Shining L @shiningli_]

其实还挺恍惚的 运动会这么快就结束了

[Shining L @shiningli_]

上一秒还在号召大家不要为自担记不住歌词而找借口了好吗 然后看到孩子完整性那么好却被这样对待 我好无言

[Shining L @shiningli_]

其实这次本来也没有那么坚定要去 但是没抢到票还是难受了 好像在说 你们真的不欢迎我

[Shining L @shiningli_]

追星追得好痛苦的时候 只是怪自己为什么不够有钱T T明明是能够自己主动中断的关系 但还是倾注了太多太多情感和真心

[Shining L @shiningli_]

Today I feel a little bad!!!!😭😭

[Shining L @shiningli_]

cuteeeeeeee!

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