Rly debating on logging off social medias for good and just streaming without all the bells and whistles. So tired of seeing so much negativity and clout chasing. Stresses me out and does more harm than good.
Gonna take a break first and see how I feel. If you need to get ahold of me add me on discord @ SmolSenna 💜
Be kind to others, so many people are struggling mentally and physically right now.
I’m so sorry I’ve been MIA on and off. I try to handle everything myself and not worry or bother others with what’s going on in my life. But Tom’s surgery and then us sitting around in limbo waiting on biopsy results has rly messed with my anxiety. I keep having major panic attacks to the point I’m almost blacking out and it’s a struggle to deal with a lot of days.
I rly wanna stream, my friends would tell you I’m sad about missing everyday and I beat myself up a lot. But I’m struggling very hard atm and hitting go live just causes me more anxiety some days.
I hope yall can forgive me for the amount of time I’ve missed, and I hope to see you on the days I do gather the strength to go live. 💕
Toms surgery went well, there were some small complications but they ended up pulling it off. He had to stay longer than most tho so they could monitor him because they said they have him enough drugs to kill a person and they were just wanting to make sure he came off everything ok. 😵💫
We’ve been rly quiet about this cuz we didn’t wanna worry anyone and just trying to be adults and handle it as it comes. But a few months ago the drs found a mass inside Toms kidney, today they removed it and sent it off for biopsy. We’re praying it’s nothing serious, but he has had cancer in the past so it’s a lil nerve wracking. Toms in high spirits tho, so we’re hopeful that all is well. He’s home and resting now 💕
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