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so, i had a stress induced heart attack. home and resting now. i should heal if i can actually avoid stress (how?).
worse news is that i need help. no money for transport to follow up cardiology appointments, and i'm in a great deal of debt after this. incredibly sorry to ask 🧵

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@GDegenerate9000 things are looking up thank you!! if i was more open about this sooner i probably wouldn't have gotten this bad lol

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some thoughts i've spend the last week thinkin:
i get told often now to log off and just recover alone but, honestly, i haven't made any friends out here in the real world or have a real life support system due to fatigue and staying inside. being softbugz is everything to me. i know that this sounds ridiculous but the potential of returning to taking my silly pictures and videos brings me joy. i hope every day that my life will turn around and i can be a streamer, artist, and model once more. since mid 2025, i have been quite disabled. more than what my life so far with minor chronic illness has brought me. i was hospitalized many times trying to keep myself together while no food stayed down. since then, i continued to work as hard as i could to keep it together. today, one year later, my body is begging for proper treatment. the details of my health are extremely embarrassing and difficult to spill. i'm sure many relate to this. but, to summarize, i have had lifelong inflammation targeting my body. this gave me a very hospital filled childhood. my immune system was always weaker than most and i was always frail and skinny no matter what i ate. during the height of covid, i caught it. then, two car accidents altered how my spine works forever. these events triggered enough trauma within my body to leave me dealing with the cherry on top that is POTS. this syndrome is unique for lots of people with it and i could go on all day with how it makes my body dysfunction head to toe and how hard it makes my life without the right accommodations. a few months ago, i was told the valves in my heart are insufficient. this is causing blood regurgitation and I am in need of genetic testing to get to the bottom of the apparent tissue hyper-mobility i've got going on. i need leg ultrasounds to check on my veins, brain scans to check on activity, heart monitoring to keep track of progress, medication to bring up my blood pressure, a wheelchair for the flare ups, so.. so much just to keep me from getting as bad as 2025. i was dying and i still kept working. i still kept posting. because i love being softbugz. i hope none of this changes how anyone here sees me, i hope i'm still hot! hope i'm still the same bug you like to see :)
hopefully i stabilize enough to where no one will know what i'm dealing with again. at least not without asking. for now, i'm just a fatigued and weak little lady that could use some help recalibrating.

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@CyberRaider34 always look out for yourself first!!

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@FunniVerglas this so so so sweet thank you <3 while this is my job, its a huge blessing to be able to do it. i would be doing the same stuff even if i was in the office work mines

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@vanduooo please share, everyone <3 thank you

[van! @vanduooo]

so, @softbugz had a heart attack back on august 30th, and she continues to face the physical & financial fallout of this emergency!

Bug is an amazing person, a talented artist, and a beautiful model! below is a carrd full of ways we can help her recover!

https://t.co/qPiDCdkII8

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woke up just now and i have to finally say it... i don't like being called bugz i prefer bug lol... the username is just a call back to my old art account having a z at the end... don't kill me...

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@blimpixels LMAOOOOO yeah they are usually just called "stacked" but the horny terms library was burnt down

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u have to remember that shortstack means there's big boobies. it always meant this

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@AmfyYiddies that's something else and not in my territory. we shortstacks have big honkers

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@blimpixels short

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@Olenmay16 🦋🖤 i'll be okay

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@Bloatstar it means the world to hear stuff like this <3

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i will try everything in my power to feel better enough to make a really nice halloween costume like i planned :) i hope this explanation is good for those asking !! and thank you to everyone giving support and sharing van's effort to help the bug
https://t.co/T5OxnTdeeX

[van! @vanduooo]

so, @softbugz had a heart attack back on august 30th, and she continues to face the physical & financial fallout of this emergency!

Bug is an amazing person, a talented artist, and a beautiful model! below is a carrd full of ways we can help her recover!

https://t.co/qPiDCdkII8

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it's just me...

[Lasey @LaseyBoBasey]

i needed refs of the new kirby girl

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why don't i have a zero suit

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the mysterious bug

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if u still like this post feel free to check this out!! i want to make more like this again and it will take shares and help
https://t.co/T5OxnTdeeX

[van! @vanduooo]

so, @softbugz had a heart attack back on august 30th, and she continues to face the physical & financial fallout of this emergency!

Bug is an amazing person, a talented artist, and a beautiful model! below is a carrd full of ways we can help her recover!

https://t.co/qPiDCdkII8

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@RobbieCleanGens @Mop_Man_Arts put the AI disclaimer in ur name ppl keep sending this to art chats 😭

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@Miz7Xf i take a bite