Stayinghere

complex character.// tw: sh/ed/dr*gs

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I may or may not had a little relapse again

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My go called me, my Hb is 1,9 again and he wanted to send me to the hospital, but I said let’s talk about it tmr.

1) I don’t understand why my Hb isn’t higher, I’ve really worked hard on not to BL
2) I’m freaking out, I won’t go, like it always end badly and I hate hospitals

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Im freaking out, I admitted for my GP that I take Xanax sometimes and he doesn’t trust its «sometimes» bc of my history. I have a meeting with my MH team tmr and I think he’s obligated to tell them and then I will be kicked out, stressed af

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Last nights snenanigans

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@Amphitritie_ Thanku so much for all the support💓💓

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Things I have done that should have k*lled me, but I survived w/o further damage - a thread 🧵 🪡

TW 🦋

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@Ronnyyy6538 Oh maybe I’ll try! Do u have any recs on free mods??

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I’m thinking is trying to game a little bit, either on apple arcane (I have thee months free trial) or the sims (I have no money for buying packages. Any recs?

Gonna try to distract myself more

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@Internetfinnmp3 I’ve had both Copper uid (x2) and hormone uid (x1), and I didn’t feel any difference insertion. I’m very happy with the Copper one, it haven’t caused wg or any hormonal differences. The hormon made suicidal, dry, weight gain and hormonal

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@xtcdreamz Is it AKU? I feel like they treat all bpd and sh the same these days 🫠

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@222_Fae_777 I see, I just hope u don’t choose to kind in such a dangerous place💓 if u need someone to talk to, my dms are always open🦋

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@222_Fae_777 No, it would 🤍 but it’s a lot of nerves there, I have nerve damage due to cutting there

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@P3rson17 I would love to see your drawings🩵 what kind of style do u like to draw?

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@Iovemelo These were pretty good, Ive used something similar with success, lol

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@Amphitritie_ Maybe not want to hear, but it doesn’t sound like a good idea and m glad u’re here🦋🫶🏼

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@xtcdreamz Be careful🥺

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@linsxta24104 That looks really painful, i hope they give u good care for it to heal🦋🫶🏼

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6,5 dl from yesterday

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@xtcdreamz I’m glad to hear!:)

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@xtcdreamz Damn, twt is really on a mission these days😖