I used to use gratitude as a weapon against myself like “why can’t you just be grateful you piece of shit”
It’s ok to recognize things are hard or sad and have still gives thanks. Having gratitude doesn’t always mean feeling grateful.
“When you say to the universe you wish for something be ready for life to respond, oh yeah how bad do you want it. Then be ready to fight” -My flower friend in New York
I forgot how to do twitter. There’s a whole lotta life out here to live and I’ve felt like I was spending too much time on social media and it was changing the way I see the world and I just can’t pay that price. People are mostly good and similar. This isn’t real life.