JD_thoughts

Depressed thoughts and jokes to compensate. Yay

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

I hate the warmth. I am very angry at myself. Small tasks seem impossible and the second I get a bit hot I throw a tantrum. I hate myself more than anything else right now.

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

I hate long car rides.. I am nervous all the time and I am trying very hard not to destroy my fingers in the meantime. My back hurts and I feel woozy. Someone send a helicopter!

[lil arab @sweatyhairy]

isn’t a straight pride parade just traffic

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

@nadine_gaensi I would like to think that too but she makes my life a living hell.. I try to live my own life but she is so irritating!
You are a strong independent woman and I am so happy to call you my friend ♥️

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

I have a very complicated relationship with my sister. I have always tried to please her, but recently I realized that it is harming me in every way and I limit myself to this day by trying to please her. It's sad and fucked up.

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

Not funny: having your partner witness a panic attack

Funny: Joking about it afterwards and them laughing about it too

He's a keeper ♥️

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

I have 3 physical health conditions at the same time. And 2 mental health conditions. My life is so great atm.

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

I grew much more confident. Yesterday I greeted a lot of people at choir practice. Even if they didn't really now me. Maybe it was weird but I just wanted to do that, so I did.
Yes, that is a big deal for me.

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

My boyfriend is really good at reading microexpressions and it's driving me insane. In a good way because he forces me to deal with my emotions. Instead of suppressing them. I love that guy.
#loveheals

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

I wasn't invited to a birthday "party" of a friend(?) and I am not even sad about it. It's okay.

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

I had a rough day and now I just wanna eat and sleep. But my whole body hurts and I got my periode. Kill me

[JD_thoughts @thoughts_jd]

I just told my friends about my boyfriend, because I thought they would care. They don't. Well not all of them. I suppose my mental health is not that important to them.