Taylor Nicole Dean

caretaker to a whole family of little critters ❤️ | tiktok/instagram: taylorndean

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

ever since tofu was a baby he has felt the urge to become obsessed with any object that is near him

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

new youtube video !!! my daily life living with all my animals ❤️ this is part one of a new series sharing my life! I’ve been isolating really hard this year, I’m hoping that this series will indirectly help me open up and come out of my shell again.

https://t.co/0kPqNOB7gU

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

@stardust404_ THANK YOU!! ❤️

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

Yesterday I hit four years sober from heroin!

from an abusive relationship to heroin addiction, to fentanyl. then, leaving that relationship but still falling back to heroin, to constant relapses for 2 and a half years.

having sepsis multiple times, needing surgery multiple times, thinking it was the end multiple times.

I thought I’d never escape this cycle.
at my lowest I was using heroin, meth, xanax, and drinking alcohol all at once.

I had no love or respect for myself.

But every time I heard a faint voice in my head telling me to try again, I did.

It led to relapse countless times, but eventually, it led to where I am today.

originally I was trying to get sober for other people, for my pets dependent on me. I didn’t want to abandon them or hurt others with my own actions. But eventually, I tried getting sober for me. and eventually, it worked.

My story isn’t special, this is what so many people are fighting with every single day. I got lucky, I survived.

If you’re in the same place I was, don’t ever give up on yourself, you’re never too far gone, it’s never too late to escape.

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

@areulucid THANK YOU 🥹🫶🏻

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

@not2shabii thank you so much 🥹🥹 as someone who struggles with my identity a lot this means so much to me. congrats on your own journey that’s so amazing ❤️ I hope life continues to be kind to you!! keep crushing it 🫶🏻

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

here’s how I feed my terrifyingly huge snake buttercup. sorry for the nightmares u may get from watching…

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

hey guys! I’m about to do a massive overhaul on all my animal’s enclosures, but first I thought it’d be fun to do a tour of everyone’s current setups since it’s been SO many years since I’ve done a tour!

see all my enclosures in my new video !!!!

https://t.co/xIDs5iSMg5

[lilium @pukeirl]

I miss every cat I’ve ever met

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

@CeceInTheShire Tofu took up so much of the video that I ran out of space to do more animals 😭😭

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

things some of my animals are banned from….

tofu is just a little ✨special✨

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

@Ashtronova he’s such an unique little guy 😭

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

hello!!! I saw that people are concerned over my animals wellbeing due to several stories floating around the internet, I figured it’d be best to discuss all of it in one place. please watch <3 thank u

https://t.co/ffs5Au2lCm

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

@bucksorbit it’s the WEIRDEST thing that’s ever happened with any of my animals but I’m happy everyone else finds it as silly as I do 😭😭😭

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

@paganprincxss I KNOWWW he’s everywhere rn 😭❤️

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

ever since tofu was a baby he has felt the urge to become obsessed with any object that is near him

[☥ @rosiesrib]

bedrotting with ur cat is the closest to nirvana u will ever reach

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

@garden_ghosts shiny raw chicken 😔

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

wow so glad buttercup looks super cute and completely normal from every angle!!

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

@KoolKoopz we love a confident girl who thinks she has no bad angles though 😌❤️

[Taylor Nicole Dean @taylorndean]

@ichewthings yes actually…just don’t bring any babies near her as she may try to munch on them.

[Waffeul @Waffeul_]

he is smiling because he can run so fast