the light

The problems won't stop . The time won't stop.everything is changing. I'm scared.

[the light @thediamondlight]

I won't forgive anybody

[the light @thediamondlight]

She cheated on me. She admitted it.i feel stupid. Did I mean nothing.

[the light @thediamondlight]

She finally gone I'm back completely alone

[the light @thediamondlight]

Goodnight

[the light @thediamondlight]

It's a cold lonely feeling. My body tingles. I don't want to sleep because I have to face it tomorrow.

[the light @thediamondlight]

when I read my previous tweets it just amaze me how till this day I still thought I could fix this. I live in a fantasy that comforts me at night. Im so embarrassed. The way she look at me I'm ashamed. Why can't I let go ?

[the light @thediamondlight]

It's the end. I held on as long as I could, it didn't work. I'm so confused.I don't have a clue what's next.i have so much love that turned to hate but I still love her. I don't want to lose her. She all I have left. maythe was I nothing

[the light @thediamondlight]

She hates me and everything about me. Trying not to feel it but it gets to me. I want her more then ever

[the light @thediamondlight]

We don't have sex anymore. It's over huh ?

[the light @thediamondlight]

She finally pushed me way. She just existing in my life right now

nothing more. I feel nothing.

[the light @thediamondlight]

Thinking about my son

[the light @thediamondlight]

It's over I'm free he's gone

[the light @thediamondlight]

I dreamed about her tonight again

[the light @thediamondlight]

Some days I feel in love with you and some nights like this I realize I'm forcing this upon myself to get over her but I can't seem to completely get over her. she visit me In my dreams the drugs and alcohol helps but it only can do so much. I love her so much I'm sorry

[the light @thediamondlight]

Lights where turned off today. She's sick of me and ready to leave I don't blame her. I would leave me to if i could. But the crazy part about it is I'm trying my best. I wish it was enough

[the light @thediamondlight]

Forget it , I'm not going to do it. I have to break this cycle. May Allah give me the strength to get through it. The things I think about when I see women in public or online becauee of this addiction please Allah get me through it.

[the light @thediamondlight]

Fuck it I'm about to wake you up right now. I made it 1 day without sex. I smell a Lil scent but that because I haven't been pulling out causing your pH balance to get off Track so it a enjoyable stink to me becaues its my stink. I'll eat it like it smell like soap and oranges 💙

[the light @thediamondlight]

Dariela I want to thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. you saved me.Even tho times get rough we are still here. Me and you💚. I hope for a happy future with you forever. Letter to my baby dariela maythe Martinez. You and ii and you

[the light @thediamondlight]

I want to have sex !

[the light @thediamondlight]

I am not completely afraid of my dark entity anymore. It actually comforts me. in a weird way Makes me feel a lil more powerful than the average person.i hope it works with me instead of against me.i need it sometimes.i have so much pain to let out on others I need it sometimes