K.

the truth is… I’m fucked up. - writer account.

[K. @thediaryofg]

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@THEBLOODCVNTESS I mean it’s about time we do it. It’s only been 87 years.

[K. @thediaryofg]

@THEBLOODCVNTESS LMFAO you’re the most ridiculous human being and I love you so much.

[K. @thediaryofg]

@THEBLOODCVNTESS Let me just text you all the thirst trap tiktoks then so you can also be horny over him with me.

[K. @thediaryofg]

My man. 😍

[⁴³ @bominavv]

OMG SO HANDSOME

[K. @thediaryofg]

@EndlessVerity @winsomedaze I sure have. I loved well and I loved hard.

[Smurfette. ༯ @EndlessVerity]

@thediaryofg @winsomedaze

[K. @thediaryofg]

Chugging an Old Milwaukee and playing some Spyro in honor of this saucy little old lady tonight.

No more tears, only memories.

[K. @thediaryofg]

@THEBLOODCVNTESS Me either. I need some Thuggy time.

[K. @thediaryofg]

I haven’t really said much about what’s going on lately because I don’t really know what or how I feel at the moment. All I know is that watching the person who raised you drift away from you slowly is a heartbreak I don’t wish on anyone. The waiting game of walking into the —

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@EndlessVerity I love you too, darling. Thank you. It is a scary feeling knowing it’s getting closer but I really don’t even know how to describe the feeling. It’s weird. It’s like a mix of relief but also anger and fear and sadness all in one.

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@damnedwhispers I truly appreciate you, pretty girl. This entire experience has been so… strange. A mess of emotions and feelings and then absolutely nothing. I’ve been reaching out when I need to and finding distractions when needed.

[K. @thediaryofg]

@MusingOfAMoose Always, thank you babe.

[K. @thediaryofg]

@CelestialStarse I love you too, darling girl.

[K. @thediaryofg]

@MusingOfAMoose I fear if I start screaming now I won’t stop. I can’t open those flood gates yet.

[K. @thediaryofg]

@winsomedaze I love you, girl. Thank you for being you.

[K. @thediaryofg]

@MusingOfAMoose Thanks, Moose. I appreciate you more than you know and love you eternally.

[K. @thediaryofg]

— when they finally come to the surface I’m scared of how quickly they’re going to bring me to my knees.

If I seem off or quiet or distant, I apologize. My head isn’t right right now.

Sorry for venting, I just had to get that all out of my head.

[K. @thediaryofg]

— terrified for the moment she actually leaves. But I know it’s going to be a relief because she will finally be back with grandpa and Lew and won’t be suffering anymore.

I can put on a brave face because all of these feelings have made me numb to the situation right now but —