Break ups are the absolute worst. You sit at home hoping you can find an excuse to talk to him/her. Every time your phone goes off you hope it’s them begging for you back for a fresh start Because deep down you want to give it to them. Even if you deserve better. Its horrible.
I’m more lost now than ever. I can’t sleep I can’t think straight and it’s all over someone who now probably hates me and doesn’t give a fuck I feel this was.
If I’m not ready I’m not ready I know you may be but that doesn’t change how I feel I know you may not want to wait but that doesn’t change what I believe if this is the reason you leave me my heart will be shattered and I will see you as you truly are.