disordered_ghost

20|They/he|Non-edtwt dni|Interacts with shtwt|Dfi -18|Pro-Recov/Anti-Fatphobic|Non-Binary+Bi mess

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

*ੈ✩‧₊˚ Page intro

: ̗̀➛ Buffy, 05 liner, college student

: ̗̀➛ ednos (ana tendencies), relapsed after a year (I think?), high sw

: ̗̀➛Basic dni, dnfi -18

: ̗̀➛ Like/Repost to be moots ^-^

[𝓜𝑒𝑟𝑎 ⚢ ✿ 𓉸ྀི | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 @teacupmera]

⠀ꕤ｡˚⋆ 𝓗𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝗐𝗂𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖻𝗋𝖺𝗂𝗇 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗐𝖾𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖾𝖺𝗌𝗂𝗅𝗒

𝗀𝗎𝗂𝖽𝖾 & 𝗍𝗂𝗉𝗌

𐔌՞. .՞𐦯 ᢉ𐭩.ᐟ🍮
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⋆˚✿˖° a thread strictly for #edtwt .ᐟ

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

Looking at bsd cosplays is triggering me so bad like I wanna cosplay as some of the characters but they’re all snatched asf and I’m a fat fucking chud

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

Soooo I somehow lost weight even though I haven’t been actively restricting

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

I wanna alt f4 life why am I so fucking fat bro

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

I just got triggered so bad I feel like crying anyways I’m back

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

I’m actually gonna crash out my dad gave me a 600 calorie burger for lunch

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

New motivation just dropped I wanna be skinny enough so Dazai and Chuuya can pick me up idc if they’re fictional they both own my brain

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

Ok so somehow after my month long of eating relatively normally I only gained .5 pounds I expected to have gained more tf

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

@lu2uuv I was around 6 I think and I started asking my parents for lipozene pills

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

Sometimes I feel like it’s impossible for me to lose weight. Like I’ll be perfectly in control for three months straight and then my brain just goes “eh this is boring I’m too tired for this” and I go back to eating junk how do I stop it?

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

@ec_lips3 Me coming back after my period genuinely had me on some big back shit

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

Ok gang I had a minor hiccup but it’s ok imma lock in

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

Me: trying to actually starve
My period that’s been late for three weeks:

[ash ❀༉ @aislingspo]

cals with loved ones don’t exist.
you will NEVER get that time back.

skinny feels nothing like love.

[val ꒰ᐢ. .ᐢ꒱ @aeriomad]

manifesting

[𝓜𝑒𝑟𝑎 ⚢ ✿ 𓉸ྀི | 𝑒𝑑𝑡𝑤𝑡 @teacupmera]

my dead wife ( that im gonna hopefully revive )

[mᥲri ❤︎ @rinmariiz]

𖹭ິ⠀ ͏ ͏ ͏ㅤ݄ㅤ ㅤ ୨୧ situationspo that
motivates me ㅤㅤㅤᡘ ིྀ݀ . . ֯
ㅤㅤ. ⠀. a thrεαd for #edtwt
ᰔ is appreciated ! ⊹

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

I’m not allowed to chill I’m such a fat fucking chud

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

Sorry for the hiatus, I got into a bad mental state and right now I’m focusing more on losing weight healthily so I don’t feel sick and miserable all the time. I’ll probably fall back into heavy restriction at some point but rn I’m tryna chill ig.

[disordered_ghost @Tiny_Creature_]

Yea so I triggered my ed by triggering my gender dysphoria :)))))))