WTF was happening today ๐ซฃ๐คฏ
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
Hereโs a little bit from my heart โฅ๏ธโฆ
2 months ago I was in one of the absolute worst spots of my life. I was losing faith in myself as a streamer, I was letting myself down outside of stream with friends and family, my health took a turn, I had some upsetting events take place and I was just SO lost. Day by day I was losing myself a little more.
I ended up taking 8 weeks off and felt like such a disappointment to myself and my community. There can be such a dark side to streaming/life in the general if you donโt take care of yourself. I was heading down a slippery slope and felt incredibly overwhelmed.
Thankfully, with the time off I was able to regain and I feel more joyful, dedicated, and calm. My main focus is working on this every day so I never end up in that spot again.
Because I was away I knew I would struggle financially and set myself up to go back to teaching in September. I knew most of my close community friends would stick it out for when I returned but I expected to lose some regular viewers, subs to drop, and overall some energy to be lost. I was wrong.
I kind of wanted to share this mainly to say, if you need to step away, do it. Donโt put it off because it normally wonโt get better without some time and effort put in.
I also wanted to share this to express how much you filled my cup today with love. Although I will still struggle in various ways, 16 people contributed to an enormous amount of generosity today that lifted a lot of weight off my shoulders. And many others contributed to the amazing vibes, energy, kindness, and this song ๐ฅน
Sucessfully completed Singularity master camo last night before the release of WZ!
Live all day playing Haven's Hollow - !join in twitch chat if anyone wants to play until my squad gets here later ๐ฅฐ
Let's all have a fantastic release day and weekend ๐ฅณ
Literally the coolest thing in the world.
Hanging on banners in the game that changed my life, overlooking the exact spot we became world champions...
Holy shit.
I wish I could go back to 2007 and tell 6 year old me, sitting grinding call of duty 4 with my dad that this was coming and see his reaction.
WILD.
Dream come true fr๐
Live!!
Some Christmas thingies for December ๐ค
5 subs = Christmas ornament with name
10 subs = Christmas ornament with drawing of choice
25 subs = Christmas card in the mail
30 subs = Will send your ornament with the card in the mail ๐ซถ ๐
@HotWheelz4382 As soon as I saw your message I looked at the website and couldnโt believe all the cute Christmas ones ๐ญ added immediately. Thank you so much for the Jellycat!!!! ๐ค๐คโค๏ธ