I just want to get the fuck out of this place. I do not belong to the people here, my family, the air, the water, EVERYTHING. Do you ever get that feeling?
I just texted him my feelings. I shared my thoughts and was honest. I have never been this honest with anyone throughout. It feels good, it feels right. Why haven’t i been doing this all along!! #definelove
I will always remember him and be connected. What we shared was levels of life that tasted #surreal. My life starts now with love. Loving myself, you and what ever my #heart desires. #definove end.
He taught me a lesson. He made me remember life. You are here for one life. YOU is the best you there will ever be and there is no one like you. Being you is what makes people love you. #definove P8
He said he was #polygamous. It scared me. I felt like i was wrong for only knowing #monogomy. I felt like he was taken from me. I traveled back #home. I thought about what i had experienced. He gave me hope. He gave me confidence. He gave me love. He made me alive. #definove P7
He said i love you. It scared me. I didnt say it back. I loved everything with him. It was my last day. We stayed up till dawn. Spent what felt like #forever saying #goodbye. It felt like there should be more and this is only the beginning. #definelove P7
Went to #clubyes. Got high. He left. I followed him. Went to lunch. Went to #Rooseveltisland and spent the day talking. Met up in #hellskitchen. Went back to my room. Talked. Made love. #definelove P6
Went back to my room and connected. We connected on levels I have never reached before. We cuddled all night and felt eachother. is this what #chemistry feels like? I wanted to see him more, spend time with him and explore him and with him #definelove. #P5
Met his sister, had an urge to impress her and by doing that impress him. We got along and genuinely had a great time. He teased me and was also #vulnerable with me. I spoke my heart and thoughts. There were no #filters and it was very #raw. #definlove. P4
Went out on our first date at #Bryantpark. They had movie night! but we couldnt stop talking and taking our eyes off eachother. Went to #Grandcentral, i asked for a kiss under that magical ceiling where i also tried to find my star sign, hoping for an answer #definelove. #p3
Went out to #brunch with that same friend who we met through #btw. Went to the #peir, took off our shirts and talked under the #sun. He canceled his plans i couldn’t cancel mine. Talked more on #instagram and finally moved to #texting. #definlove. P2
We met on 56/10 in #NYC. I didn’t notice him at first, but he sure did grab my attention. Stole our first kiss while buzzing a friend into his own apartment. Got high, talked and added eachother on Instagram. #Definelove P1
Any ways i ended up #feeling bad cause they went back to the waiting line and mainly because they were older; in their 60s. But does that justify what they did? Couldn’t they just ask!! I would have said yes. P6
I was like well “you too” and i wish i said more but im glad i didnt because iam #better than that. Some people never #fail to surprise you! I mean you did something wrong, you dont want to fix it and you have the audacity to be rude about it!! #shame on you! P5
I looked at the lady behind the counter and said No, she needs to ask for #permission from everyone waiting inline, its #unfair for them too. And then the lady that crossed my turn has the #Audacity to look me in the eye and say “aren’t you polite”!! P4
So I thought here she would turn around look at me and ask for my permission and at least apologize, which i would have totally let her pass through. But NO! She turns around, doesnt say a ward because she is “better than asking” expecting me to just say yes sure #Go ahead P3
She turns around very arrogantly and says: “Oh i didnt know there would a line” and looks back at the person behind the counter. This got me so angry! I was #fuming!. The lady behind the counter says: i told her she needs to ask you for permission. P2