idont evenknow

[idont evenknow @twocoins]

i've never been so alone, and i've never been so alive.

[idont evenknow @twocoins]

turns out that was the best decision of my life and i have never been happier!

[idont evenknow @twocoins]

i love him more than he knows, and i can't even tell him. even though it's all i want to say and all he wants to hear.

[idont evenknow @twocoins]

i also know that i am saving him. but what if the person he becomes as a result of this never wants me back? what if he finds better?

[idont evenknow @twocoins]

he might be the only person I will ever know that will care that much about me and i am ruining him.

[idont evenknow @twocoins]

crying and feeling sorry for myself because i got rid of the one person who cares about me more than anything in the world.