vanka

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

I wanna cut myself I wanna cut myself i wanna cut myself since you don't care you shouldn't care that I'm dying or bleeding anyways so shut up already, you don't care anyone but yourself so slefishh didndidndijeirfirifidieifiififidifi

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

Go to hell alloc.uou.why do i even care huhhhh?? Because you don't even care just a bit not one a bit and i feel so stupid now, i feel like it!!m!! I hate myself and everything, I hate this I wanna cut myself and kill myself and just get rid of this feeling quickly as possible

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

I wanna die i wanna die inwannadie wanna die wanna die wanna die inwanna die wianna die inwannadie i wanna die inwanna die winwamna die I wanna die so muchhjjjjhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

I imagine myself walking in a forest at night
No light other than the moon, complete silence and coldness
With nothing to think about, nowhere to go, no one to care
How good would that feel?
How miserable would it be?

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

@Asmorath707 I know he talks to the walls

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

I will stop eating snacks, i don't deserve treats

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

You pushed me away too!!! You blocked me, and you said you didn't care, you told me but why, why why I find myself wanting to text you first, wondering what are you doing now, wondering if you've gotten better or worse while you don't even think about me care about me whyyyyy

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

Sorry for existing

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

I heard a kid yelling, then a mom calling for the kid, as if they were trying to have a conversation
I realized it was all in my head and focused really hard
I kindly asked the woman for his kid to play a bit over there, outside of my head and surprisingly, the kid is gone now

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

@musekininnohito Hehe

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

Hang on there!

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

my misery makes me unlikeable

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

I am born a loser, no medical procedure can change that

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

Maybe i should post more drawings, hmm...

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

@musekininnohito Thank you(⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) I'll do my best!!

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

AHH i don't want to study but i have exams!! At such times, stress is really unbearable so i can't help but think about ending it all

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

I'm scared of people, im scared of the attention so it's easier to avoid everyone

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

@euuuthanasia Oh wow, im a big fan( ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

euthanasia

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

I feel sick and bitter

[vanka @Vanvanpup]

I never want to wake up, if only i could sleep.. i hadn't slept for 32 hours now, it's ridiculous