Entropy

Liberated Human Experience ☀️🏳️‍⚧️ Here to be me with no interferences. minors DNI

[Entropy @veilofentropy]

Been a month on hrt I only have thoughts of stopping bc of outside influences. Like really wish my family would understand but alas trad black indoctrination runs deep.

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Tried a little estrogen and my brain is kinda like maybe you should keep taking this but I have yet to get out of a potentially hostile environment with family😭

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Wish we could just choose what our bodies presented as on whim. lol reasons I cannot believe in a god. Why tf would you cause reality to be this rigid and unforgiving when you just want to be yourself?

[Entropy @veilofentropy]

I got euphoria from talking in a higher tone 😭

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I just know it’s beyond me like I yearn to not be constituted how I am. Like my consciousness or soul is like hmmm I want different from the current meat bag 😭 it’s a lot

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Having trouble coming to terms with my transness lol not in a bad way but moreso a reaction from things possibly being different from my past existence is that makes sense 😭

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When you really want to be girl shaped but life said no and you won’t realize until almost 30 years😂

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Drew my version of Lololo and Lalala based on the AirRiders version. Added the bow hat so they’re sapphic now. #KirbyAirRiders

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Finally getting a hang of things a bit 😭

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Made my first comic I’m so proud. Just a rough draft but so much more to come. I get to express how stupid most of humanity is and show my experience not vibing with my default settings.

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I don’t think a cís man would be considering getting on hrt 🙃

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Entropyverse

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Hoping this next job puts me in as secure a place as possible so I can relocate and finally have my own space for the first time. No contact is likely but I guarantee people will be trying to contact me anyway.

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Like girl I’m so tired of living in a space I’m not even respected enough to be called what I asked to be called and gendered properly but when I go off script now I’m getting lectured by how not family oriented I am. It sickens me a little more every day I have to act.

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It’s def time to move out but I need money for that. Mfs aren’t about to pay for my tires, car insurance, or acknowledge the issues they have. If I were to speak on the hypocrisy then suddenly I’m the bad person😒

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Ugh letting family use my car bc they don’t have any right now and that’s culminating with these mfs being hoarders and it always being “everyone’s” fault for the mess that basically consists of their shit is angering me.

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Idk if I’ll ever be able to be accepted as anything other than male and that saddens me deeply🙂‍↕️

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Think the job I’m applying for will let me be enby while I save and potentially could get some hrt.

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Time to transport more lol. I’m about to have to be a teacher and want to go by Mx. or just teacher last name just don’t like being Mr.d😬

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Hah got girl’d today no hrt passing feeling euphoric but gotta wear a mask to fully get it so the world giveth and takes 😭