a reminder that you cannot “push through” a total physical and mental breakdown. continuing to push through that level of nervous system shutdown & physical illness can & will kill your ass. some things are simply not push throughable. some things permanently reduce your capacity
gentle love is so weird, like wdym you’re not mad at me because i’m overthinking, wdym you're not mad at me because i’m reacting badly. i expect you to get annoyed but you don’t. you’re just patient and not bothered at all. no one’s ever loved me like this