Venus Jade

Mom, I love you. Unwanted professional.

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There are no words to express how much I love these little ones. 😭❤ Dogs really are the best.

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That's all folks. 😒

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@x_interupt Yeah. I need to make a video about the trip but my adhd/anxiety brain has a hard time consolidating the information and not making it long and winded. It was... an experience. Some good, a lot not so good. Amtrak needs to do a LOT better.

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@x_interupt Thank you my fellow Human 😝❤

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@williamthewebb Thank you! Just slept for 13 hours. I'm still so tired but grateful.

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This Amtrak thing is an anxiety person's worst nightmare. Smiling is an absolute no no. No explanation on what is happening or where, how, etc. Got yelled at by the train guy from the next car in front of everyone. And something is BURNING THE SHIT OUT OF MY EYES.

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Yeah. This is hell. I'm in hell. Saying this would be enjoyable by everyone was a fucking lie. There isn't ahit for space, something in here is making my eyes burn out of my head and the friendliness is 0.

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I'm on the train! Definitely not what o was expecting. Cramped. I'm scared. People do NOT like my anxiety... uh oh.

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Soon.... 😁 So tired.

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Quick update. Still waiting but the woman who works here is so nice. She gave me yogurt and water since I didn't get to eat this morning. 😭❤

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Holy cow!!! I'm here 😳 More to come! Thank ypu for the support 😭

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It's too early for these tears. I love him so much 😭

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Ready or not, today is the day I take a train across the U.S. First stop will be D.C. 🥰🥰🥰 #travel

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OMG I need coffee 😭😭😭😭

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I need coffee 😴😪 Wawa. WAKE UP!

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@dirtsquirreI I block all of them

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@footballmom1126 Try the potato on the soles of your feet thing 🤷‍♀️ I've weirdly seen it work.

[Wolf Conservation Center 🐺 @nywolforg]

The world is made more beautiful because of wolves 💕

[Venus Jade @Venusjade]

@Amacleod99 As hard as my, very well connected, friend has tried, there isn't a soul who wants me. It is an incredibly shitty and defeating feeling. 😒

And now watching all the people who said they "loved" me but more than willing to watch me drown have reappeared to "cheer" me on. 😐

[Venus Jade @Venusjade]

Life through another fun curveball and confirmed that being unwanted is my specialty. This one is going to take a minute to swallow. Hope was a hell of a thing. I'm not doing that any more. Now, it's live in the moment until there's no more moments. I hate me.