@sprinkleseals idk aaa it's probably normal! but to me it doesn't come naturally :((
i have looked into aphantasia and it does fit my experience a little, but sometimes i can see things in my mind if that makes sense?? but it's involuntary visuals iirc
@sprinkleseals unfortunately i haven't had this happen to me, i can't visualize properly and most things just don't come to me at all no matter what i try
@sprinkleseals i promise they do care. i lost a long lived friend group too, but i have a few that have stuck around. whoever you have currently, keep them close, i promise they care and enjoy being around you. real friends stick by even when we have moments where we feel unwanted and push away
@sprinkleseals it's hard to get used to for sure, but honestly just getting it all off my chest here n there feels nice. it especially is better for our system to have consistent sessions, but it was definitely scary initially
@sprinkleseals aw i hope you feel better soon! i just got done being sick, and i got better fast with hot liquids, don't eat anything heavy and drink lots of water n buy OTC meds if you can