☆ Ana Banana ☆

British. 41 years old. Loves reading. Mental health warrior. Football fanatic. Happily single. Bi. Met Xtina 14/11/19. RIP Marmalade 2009-2026 😢💜

[☆ Ana Banana ☆ @YesThisIsAna]

Meeting @xtina last week was the best night of my life. I’ve been feeling so so low, suicidal & depressed & that night lifted me. This woman is amazing. I got a hug & got to tell her everything I wanted to. What an inspiring woman. What a night. Thank you X. For everything 💜

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Just taken my meds & supplements. I’ve got 4 hours & 35 minutes left of POA. Hoping to finish it within the next couple of days & start GOF.

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I’ve had a rough day MH wise. I just need comfort at the moment, so I’m going to read POA.

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I’m gonna have a shower.

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I’m going to read til meds time.

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I’m really unsettled. Not very hungry either.

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I’m going to watch some athletics.

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Just called the docs to ask if there’s any appointments available for later in the day & there aren’t. The earliest that can be done is 1st July, so I guess early morning next week will have to do. They specifically said it needed to be done within the next week. Meh.

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Meh. Just got a message from the doctors. My potassium levels are marginally raised, so they need to do another blood test. FFS. I’m booked in for next Tuesday at 8:35AM. That was the only appointment available. Anyway, it’s a week away. Gonna put it out of my mind for now.

[☆ Ana Banana ☆ @YesThisIsAna]

I’m tired & I want to sleep. I really shouldn’t though.

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I think I’m going to read now I’ve had some lunch.

[☆ Ana Banana ☆ @YesThisIsAna]

I got 7 hours sleep altogether.

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Trying again for sleep.

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It’s nearly 5:35AM & I’m still awake 😖😵

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I’m still awake 🙃

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Read a couple of chapters of POA. I’m going to try for sleep again.

[☆ Ana Banana ☆ @YesThisIsAna]

Sleep isn’t coming. I’m going back to reading.

[☆ Ana Banana ☆ @YesThisIsAna]

Read a chapter of POA. I’m gonna try for sleep again now.

[☆ Ana Banana ☆ @YesThisIsAna]

I dunno why I’m bothering 😂 No chance of sleeping yet. I’m going to read. At least I don’t need to do anything today. Let’s see if reading helps.

[☆ Ana Banana ☆ @YesThisIsAna]

Gonna attempt sleep.

[☆ Ana Banana ☆ @YesThisIsAna]

I’ve had 3 hours sleep & have just woken up & can’t get back to sleep again. Meh. On a positive note though, my 3 art prints have been dispatched! No idea when I’ll get them. They’re coming from the US, so it’ll probably take a while.