so excited to announce that i am getting a tattoo in november! i will be getting the word puppy across one set of knuckles and the word ilya across the next. can’t wait to cover it up by the time season two comes out!
@prettyboyprkr we had the sad and heartfelt for like 30 minutes today ok Maybe we can be a little cringe also because if i start thinking about it too hard my vision gets a little blurry
tw suicide
ilya finds irina stripped of her jewlery. a small gold pile sits next to her limp hand: a string of pearls, small studs, her wedding band, a number of tiny bracelets, and her crucifix. young and terrified, ilya can barely calm his hands enough to put each piece on her
im sooooo excited to announce my own kinktober prompt list. gah i have so many ideas... don't know which day im most excited for!! can't wait for you to all join in 😚
ilya slips that in his pocket. grigori will, inevitably, strip the house of her, body and clothing and photo, every piece of warmth that exists in their moscow apartment. irina would hate being buried without her cross; ilya would hate losing the evidence of his mama even more.
but grigori wouldn’t do it. he’d sooner pawn off her jewelry than bury her with it. so, one by one, watching himself in third person and fighting the creeping bile, he slips her earrings back in and ring back on, clasps her bracelet and necklace. only her crucifix remains.