Used to love doing my calendar near the entryway table, but come Christmas (& what it entailed), I erased/quit. It sat like pic one ‘til beg. of July bc I knew someone’s bday was in July. Despite all I’ve tried to do for fam, it will be swung at. I just discovered this written
@RadioHolly Yes. It’s been fun. I’ve tried w/all 3 of ‘em. Yesterday, I got to see everyone’s very true colors shine, was treated like sh*t, & got to witness someone saved flowers that died to give her bc they didn’t see her on her bday. They’re all toxic and I hate they take it out on me.
Do it, imagine the best day EVER!
Allow yourself that lil moment day/night while you drink your coffee/beverage, or sit for a few in your car! or out in ☀️ or under the 🌕/stars, to dayDREAM.
Give your soul that five mins to put it in the universe & allow your mind to smile over
@RadioHolly I felt my eyes lock in a zoned out gaze of thoughts for a moment, with a, “foshizzle” literally coming out of my mouth lol. Yes, truly can be debilitating on many levels
•Taking the times you courage up to share vulnerabilities & use it against you
•Share xyz isn’t the right move/you need a lil more time; they’ll rob it & re-drain you so you can’t go
•If they find out you’ve got a friend, prepare for mind games & for some way “you’ll ruin it”
@RadioHolly hardest is not being able to catch your breath(you always hold it) or leave..but close to top silent killer’s isolation- whether they do it & mess things up/etc, or subtly drop a little mind/guilt grenades in your head, in hopes at some point, you’ll detonate & isolate yourself
Katy Perry edits Harrison Butker’s controversial graduation speech for Pride Month:
“fixed this for my girls, my graduates, and my gays - you can do anything, congratulations and happy pride 🏳️🌈🏳️⚧️🧡”
It’s paused til end of Aug/Sept.
A FEW MONTHS. 💀I also mentioned she has a son 20 min away & if there’s something you {need} to see this summer, you can visit, right?! Otherwise, there’s netflix/hulu I’ll still keep!
*btw, I say this all calmly to her (narc) I’m just venting😭
“I’m sorry, it’s a lot of money right now & I’ll be LOSING money soon, you know this” - words I said to “her” bc I shared that youtube tv will be on pause after the 28th for the summer bc shows pause for the summer/why pay etc..she sulks and says, “there’s wheel of fortune.” (c)
she doesn’t watch wheel of fortune though I record it!!! I’m sorry!! I can’t pay $82 for 30min a day of tv for you for the Summer & for the “off chance” you’ll ACTUALLY WATCH IT. (c)