I hate you so much but the second I talk to you it's like I forget about everything you did to me and I love you. You make me wonder if my hatred is all in my head and if I'm imagining things. Maybe you're just good at playing with my emotions so much so that I dont realize it.
Everything I did I did for you. So how can you just forget about me and leave me behind like I never mattered to you? I'm always here when you need me but how come when I need you you're never there?
I'm tired of pretending that Im not miserable too. I'm tired of being the strong one with answers for all my friends. They all admire me so much and I don't want to disappoint them
I secretly hate when my friends tell me that they love me. In the moment I love it but in hindsight it just makes me more attached to them when they leave me