Sometimes I just feel that I don't have anyone to talk about important things. Like if I talk to my friends I will just trouble them and that hurts. ( mostly because probably my friends actually care about me - I hope )
Dear diary,
Today it was a not good day. I feel sick and I'm pretty sure that it's mostly mentally than anything else. My bad emotions came out as stomach ache and it was really bad. Now I'm feeling better but still. ๐๐
Dear diary,
Another day that I didn't sleep well. Another day that I woke up way too early. Another day that I have pretend that I'm ok in order noone asks "why are you like this?"