*update for the homies on here*
Kind of realized Iโm working my youngest most important years of my life away.
Over the past couple months been doing some extreme self reflection. Just with my overall happiness and mental health.
TLDR Left home at 19 joined the military, got out in 2024, went to work corporate for a year, hated it and then now Iโm a military contractor. Iโm glad I sacrificed the years I had to put myself in a position of good wealth for a career, but Iโm so disappointed in myself for not being able to chase dreams and aspirations I do have. I find myself looking at coworkers in their 40-, and 50s seeing that if I donโt take a risk or try what I want to do then Iโm going to end up old and miserable working the 9-5 cog wheel. Which doesnโt bother me if I had tried to live my life first. But I havenโt Iโve been nothing but a working machine clocking in and out since I was 19 and havenโt been able to make memories, travel, and pursue what I want.
So Iโm gonna quit my job this isnโt what I want to do for the rest of my life, and Iโm going to get my degree, looking at moving to Tennessee or North Coralina if anyoneโs got some good recommendations or can tell me about either two states. Specifically Knoxville, or Raleigh is the cities Iโm interested in. Want the time working on my bachelors to pursue content, compete, stream and laugh, and get back into distance running. Just really find love for life again, meet fun people, etc without the need to beg a boss for time off to do so.
I mean Iโve been committed to being a Helicopter mechanic and at 19 I thought it was what I wanted to do, and 7 years later itโs not.
Itโs just one of those careers where your work is inevitably your life as well. Not a good career for work/life balance. Moneys great and the job is definitely badass just not what I wanted to do anymore.
I am thankful still at the end of the day my man donโt you worry. Itโs nice to know too I have a solid career to fall back on.
Deleted post about Panic, the DM about him was faked.
Will be more careful about what I post and go back to only the bans and stuff with actual proof provided by myself and or credible. ๐ซก
Standard Discord dark-mode layout from around late 2023: circular avatars on the left, bold username + gray timestamp on the same line, message text below, dark background.
This is what makes me not think the image is faked. New dark mode discord looks completely different.
All the clips from the suspicious walls is from that said PSQ.
The LP farmer discord that had some cheaters on it Previously Adayumz made a video and thread about.
The entire timeline and timeframe lines up completely.
@JohnPeach69 Kinda weird how youโre on a burner complaining about someoneโs tweets.
I have real pictures of myself on my Twitter โanime wannabeโ ๐ญ and grass toucher oh man the larp ๐ญ
No purpose? shit gets me some extra cash lol.
God forbid a mf calls out shady shit lol
@niteemarez Like I said the account that posted it is the same one that exposed fluxx so it has credibility. I see what youโre saying however at the end of the days itโs my opinion that I believe it could be real.
Iโve explained itโs not just because of the screenshot look at the replies to the quote I had no idea about any of this before I said anything.
I sat down did some research and came up with this conclusion. Stop looking at this as a dickriding fan, and look at this from a competitive integrity standpoint. You follow him and delroar clearly you have bias in your reply
@niteemarez Any other esport would warrant at least an investigation from the screenshot and connection to his old username with the dates the messages were at.
The account that posted this proof got fluxx banned previously. So regardless they have credibility.
@niteemarez Blurry cause itโs clearly cropped from a desktop, and itโs only damning because of the timing of the message and then how they placed In PSQs with the walling snippet on worlds edge with reactions from pros.
He literally subbed for them and got them qualified.