I'm a type C person I can wake up at 5am. I can wake up at 1pm.
I can work for 15 hrs straight, or I can do nothing for 3 days. text back in 0.5 secs or 2 weeks later. love being alone but hate feeling lonely. overthink everything, then end up saying it is what it is.
I really am so over doing hair. Or I’m about to just start charging full price to book. Cus imagine getting ready for work & your job call you a few hrs before & say “Sorry I’ma have to cancel half your shift today.” Biiiiiiitch.
I cried today because I just want to experience a season of life where I'm not always recovering from something. It feels like there's always an ugly truth I'm having to confront, a belief I'm having to unlearn, more work to be done. It's exhausting and lonely.And yeah, I get that life isn't fair and that you have to just keep going. But i keep being resilient when what I'd really like is relief.
I don’t want my daughter to be like me. I want her to speak up sooner. Walk away faster. Trust herself deeper. Apologize less. Take up more space. Ask bigger questions. Dream louder. And if that means she becomes everything I wasnt… GOOD!