I don’t let nobody play with my character because I know exactly how I move. I’ve been the person checking on everybody else, looking out when I didn’t have to, and showing up for people without keeping score. That’s why I don’t waste time trying to convince anybody of who I am. The people that know me know my intentions were always genuine. If somebody chooses to forget everything I did for them or switch the story to make themselves feel better, that’s on them. I know what type of heart I got, and that’s something nobody can take from me.
Even when I can pick myself up and regain energy, I’m noticing it’s getting more difficult to get up and do. I am totally experiencing burnout, and it is because of work.
@ysuckme The evidence of growth is rarely visible until a moment arrives that would have broken the old version — and does not break this one.
That recognition is worth more than any compliment from the outside.
@soleiljolina Some people think being private means hiding… but sometimes it just means protecting your peace and your purpose. Not everything important belongs in public spaces. 💯🧠
@2003sikuu For starters, Please get someone to talk to.
Sometimes a stranger is better because they won't be judgemental. You could as well give yourself some credit too, You have been through worse and you are more strong than you know...
I used to be big on addressing stuff because I felt like communication would fix things. But it's so draining now. Let people be who they are and walk away!
If I'm being honest, half the things I went through are in fact because of me: my lack of discipline, not listening to my gut feelings, and my poor decision-making.
Stay out of the loop on purpose, let people hesitate to contact you, be in the world but not of it, focus on what actually matters and genuinely ignore the rest — if it’s important it will find you, if not let it go elsewhere.
never force relationships or communication. if it's not mutual, then let it go. people know exactly what they're doing. if they wanted to match your energy, they would. start rewarding inconsistency with unavailability. allow them to lose you because of their lack of effort
Lately, I’ve been feeling more detached from reality and I don’t feel sad about it. It’s as if a shift to a different frequency is pulling me away from daily life which just doesn’t resonate with me like it used to.
people don’t understand how draining it can be to try to explain what’s happening inside your head when you’re still struggling to understand it yourself. sometimes you just unintentionally feel sad and start to feel alone.