L of Edrtwt - Rose

21 - Ednos Diary + studyedtwt 🍳

DNF: Minors - Fatphobic - or Anti recovery✨️

Idc what year it is I exist in 2010 mentally

[🎧 @t8wnie]

pink cigs 🩷 #yositwt

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@4tychiphobe Scratching myself till bleeding is personally my fav but only because I cant sh with sharp shit

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Thinking about deleting my twt accounts but I dont know if i have it in me. Not in a recovery kind of way but in a twt is addictive kinda way

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Today's eats/omad:

Teriyaki chicken with carrots, salad of some kind, a small portion of clam chowder with two saltines, and then a small cookie with a lil bit of icecream

[Kurokami @deadlyrot]

cigarettes aren’t addictive they’re just so nice you want lots of them

[ℐvy ⏦ﾟ❤︎ @ivyluvsvanilla]

this video is more motivating than thinspo, I just love the energy idk

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@pixi_eatsalot its important you do it, sometimes not for the immediate result, but for the statistics that show there's people out there. At least on a local level it can b easier to make a change

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@ONYXkcals So many upper class people ik love to say "im not upper class!!" like girl, ur family goes to Africa each year and brings back large souvenirs to decorate your massive house with. IDK why people cant just b honest about their status, like your not low income stop pretending.

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@bbygrlskysky I dont think im a runner yet but this is a really good video i recommend it https://t.co/lkRv23DOsB lowkey the answer is just to get some ok shoes and just start going. Once you build a routine you then start figuring out your goals

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@SakeNigiriBBQ @felicitaffairs This is about men who purposely or unconsciously hoard food to the point of affecting others, meaning others can not eat (hoarding of gravy, eating 14 out of 15 proportions) or intentionally cause harm (depriving pregnant wife of the only food she can eat) (2/2)

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@SakeNigiriBBQ @felicitaffairs Ive heard a few stories here and there too, the biggest difference is men who dont want to share their *portion* of the food they got (such as they bought their own food at the restaurant) is fine. (1/2)

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@lovelielolaa Very true, but honestly it is so normalized. It kinda makes me happy seeing so much diversity in body types around me. In terms of myself I would class myself painfully average to kinda skinny and even with that there are few people ik who are skinny to underweight

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@kelseyisstrving I love these, they really do have me thinking about what stupid shit I would do. Saying yes makes me wonder what the hell is wrong with me though

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@bbygrlskysky If you think on the positive side your educating yourself and getting money. You dont need to smoke or drink, if you want to do more outside of those things you could always take up a hobby or join a community of some sorts

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Imnsogod damn tired

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@almondluvr06 I dont really agree w everything shes saying. Like I dont think theres anything wrong with dressing sluty or just wanting to focus on urself- but she is right that some people do become assholes on Halloween and treat it like a 2nd April fools when its not

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@loverofyoutoo She is also disordered but clearly lacks awareness for how trigger she can be to other people's eds. I see so many ppl doing this but never one asking for permission because they just lack that awareness that they could be triggering someone

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@tw1ggyyy Its election season right now so you have the pass

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@siamesekgs We have almost literally the exact same stats/goals omg