tldr: i am mentally unwell and need a break! will still be around but not interacting as much. don't know how long but if i had to make an estimate either until/after my birthday next month.
might take another break from being social again for a while since recent trauma stuff has been sort of been controlling my life more and i need to pull myself back into place so as like. an ACTUAL heads up this time if i poof suddenly i'm just taking a mental break!
i'll try to post more when i feel better but in the meantime i'll mostly be lurking around in a more i guess relaxed and casual way and won't be interacting as often.
my brain goop has been scooped and im therapized for today i really missed that therapist. either by next session or the one after i miiight finally get to see the psych to start working on getting medicated which. please god i need it
she gave me a good suggestion and im gonna sit on it for a well since my emotions are Not stable today. genuinely mean it when i say im very emotionally fucked up rn
okay but the fact im gonna have to tell her about how my brain is fixated on that and then also get into the diagnosis stuff and just. i am going to fucking snap later im going to fully snap and ave a breakdown i pinky promise