Adnarim

tired of everything

[Adnarim @_Darkthief_]

Today I have decided to no longer drink alcohol

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#PS5Share, #MarvelsSpiderMan2

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Got super drunk the other night and ended up having a verbal fight. I don't remember much, which is funny because I've never been that drunk before. I remember crying and saying "fuck you" a few times but the whole fight? I don't remember it. No more alcohol for a while 🙂

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They say forgive and forget
As long as I live I let
These feelings pound in my chest
Maybe I am better off dead

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This is serious, not sarcastic. I adore posting on here because no one reacts or comments. Just throwing shit into the void really. I'm so damn tired of literally everything. Pretending to be ok when you're on the edge is so tiring.

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Of course 2021 had to take 1 more thing from us, R.I.P. Bettt White

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Overthinking is fun. I'm having a great day. My thoughts just won't stop 🙂

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Today, I cried uncontrollably in the bathroom at work for 15 minutes 🙂 before that I was on the floor crying for 5

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Waiting is probably the worst part...

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I feel like I've been working OT for a year but I know it hasn't been that long. This is so hard and so frustrating. I'm so tired of having to depend on other people to show up for their shift. Working on a 7 day stretch 🙃

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DMX said "STOP. DROP..." And nothing else

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Jujutsu Kaisen is amazing 😃

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So far, from my heaviest, I have lost 40lbs 😮 that's crazy. Got about 35 left :3

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Damn Jason Todd has a sad story.