I’m so tired of having people throw something so personal that I hold so close to my heart right back in my face when it doesn’t warrant it. I’m mentally and physically exhausted 😞
And again… throwing something so personal in my face. I had my reason and if you still don’t understand that and continue to use it as ammo then that just speaks on your character 💔
I think the thing that hurts the most was the lack of honesty. The lack of transparency. Rereading texts I can say I was honest. Although it may have been hard to accept the truth, I answered honestly when asked. But that was not reciprocated back. That’s my why 💔
Porque confiar siempre me ha salido caro
Porque confiar siempre ha sido un disparo en el corazón
Y ahora veo que papi siempre tuvo razón
Que en las buenas, muchos; y en las malas pocos son,
Pero esos son los que son
Mercury retrograde really did its big one today 🥲
Today’s events clearly proved that I should just focus on myself. Things that need to happen will happen. All I need to do is just self reflect on past actions and if they didn’t work before then make adjustments
Take care and best wishes. I can move on knowing what my true feelings and intentions are and were. If the world ended tomorrow I know that all I wanted was a peaceful relationship and my intentions were pure.
And even after all that, even after shitting on me multiple times I still tried to build a friendship, I still would bring you around my friends, I still gave you the benefit of the doubt. What can you say I did? Hookup with people? You can never say I met with someone to bash u
And let’s not forget that you met with guy #1 after I told you I had feelings for him only to talk about me negatively. And then decided to meet up with another person to talk about me some more. Whether you knew or not what the intentions were you could have stopped the convo
Let’s run it back shall we? The only reason I started talking to guy #1 was because you decided to ghost me and go with your comadre hiking then take her to Disney. Guy #2 came in after the whole club fiasco.
Funny how people want to bring up about me “hiding” things but they do the exact same thing smh lol
I wish you well but please don’t hit me up unless your actually going through a tough time. 🫡
On the upside of things. I am feeling much more relaxed. Three more weeks of this summer semester and I can take a break all over again. In need of a vacation though 🥹