4:00 wallow in self pity 4:30 stare into the abyss 5:00 solve world hunger, tell no one 5:30 jazzercize 6:30 dinner with me 7:00 wrestle with my self-loathing
I'm diggin' deeper, I'm trying to just stop suppressing shit
You give somebody money once, they might just start expectin' it
Then resentment builds after that first time you refuse
But givers need to set boundaries 'cause takers never do
My younger self loved getting drunk but he misunderstood it
He made his liver handle anything his heart just couldn't
I started looking for myself, my compass constantly would spin
I smart man looks around, a wise man looks within
In the end of time
It was a man who knew the road
And the writing was written on a stone
In the ancient time
An artist led the way
But no one could seem to understand
In his heart, he knew
That the artist must be true
But the legend of the rent was way past due
I told my daughter that she’s a spirit with a soul that has a body. She said “daddy will you lay with me?” Who would have thought the foundation seeds I tried to plant just may succeed if I could patiently just lay adjacently next to her