life does not feel real lately. In previous years when I feel this way I usually crash out. I’m a mom tho now and I have a child to take care of so either way, life is real enough.
I noticed as a woman subconsciously no one wants you to be the loudest, proudest, or smartest in the room. they’ll find a way to try to make you sound dumb, crack a joke to make you look stupid, or even try to demonize you.
I say do it anyway.
you’d be surprised how being reserved attracts so much jealous energy. people think because you don’t have to make a show or be the loudest one in the room you think you’re better than them or they think you’re weak.
until they fuck around and find out.