Please date a man who believes in romance & provider mindset. Like holding doors open for you, buying you flowers, writing you love letters, courting you, treating you gently, planning surprises for you and honouring your heart in whatever ways he can.
You deserve all of that.
Just apologize when you know that you fucked up... All of that manipulative behavior and being madd at a person for being madd at you when they have a legit reason to be is just weird shit... People love to say they grown until it's time to hold themselves accountable
being in a healthy relationship really taught me there's no such thing as 'that's just the way i am'. when you truly love someone you work on those toxic traits, you learn to communicate, you actively listen to each others thoughts & feelings – you adjust, grow & heal together.