O.E.O

Creative. Suffering daily existence, till I have the courage to end my suffering.

[tooflyszn @_tooflyszn]

i have like ... a huge fear of bothering people.. i hate feeling like a burden or unwanted or anything like that

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

I just want to die bruh. Just die and finally have peace. Is that one still too much to ask for?

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

I really wish I had this. 🥺

[debby @debbyniyi_]

Friends

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

The plan for today is to use sleeping pills to escape reality.

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

Maybe I should try to find sleep again. Hopefully. I don’t wake up.

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

The most hurtful part in all of this is the fact that I try my best. I’m really not afraid of hard work. But as they say, when there’s no evidence, you go explain tire.

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

It’s almost like the universe has decided I’m undeserving, and just ignores my needs. Why can’t good things happen to me as well?

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

All my life, I’ve never felt like I belong anywhere. Not in my family, not in friendships, not in relationships, I’ve never truly experienced having a sense of belonging and feeling wanted. What’s the point of living this way?

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

I guess this account will be where I rant in peace till the day I stop being such a coward, and put myself out of my misery.

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

I feel like I have been left behind in life. Like a failure. Honestly, I just want to die.

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

I really need things to work out for me. I’m tired of constantly trying, and nothing works out. I am exhausted.

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

I really want to happy again. Waking up at 3:30 am every morning to resume hot years isn’t what I want for myself. It really isn’t.

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

Locking myself in here so I can rant in peace.

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

What can I do to spark joy today?

[O.E.O @_Funmilola_]

Starting afresh here. Let’s see how it goes.