Remove the pressure of understanding everything in one go.
Sometimes we understand things better when we are not trying.
Just observe.
You will see the invisible things that are usually overlooked.
You are not behind.
You are just on a different timeline than the one you made up in your head.
So get out of the comparison trap and do the thing that needs to be done.
NOW.
More information will not solve anything, it just adds to the already present noise.
Instead sit in silence, take a pen and paper and just write.
You already know the solution, you just can't realise it.
The excuse changes every week.
Last month it was timing.
This month it's preparation.
Next month it'll be something else.
You know exactly what to do.
You just don't want to face what happens if it doesn't work.
The excuse changes every week.
Last month it was timing.
This month it's preparation.
Next month it'll be something else.
You know exactly what to do.
You just don't want to face what happens if it doesn't work.
You want the results they have.
But you're not willing to think about it at 11pm.
Wake up at 6am for it.
Skip the plans for it.
That gap is the whole answer.