Behind closed doors, I've done a lot for people... real help, real support, no cameras, no credit. So when my name come up, don't just run with whatever story sound good... tell that part too!! Tell how I showed up when I didn't have to. Tell how I poured into people who couldn't pour back. Tell how I stayed solid, even when it wasn't returned Y'all be quick to speak on the surface, but quiet about what really went on. Keep it real all the way or don't say my name at all. โ
I struggle with forgiveness, for real. Iโll let things slide and act cool for a while, but then my mind starts replaying everything. Before I know it, Iโm mad all over again and donโt even wanna be around you. It hurts, โcause Iโm the type to ride hard for the people I love. My loyalty runs deep, sometimes too deep. But itโs crazy how your own thoughts can keep you stuck, replaying the pain instead of releasing it. And the whole time, Iโm just sitting there thinking, โWhy would you even do me like that?
One thing I hate at this grown age is somebody who acts like cause & effect does not exist ! Yes your actions caused this outcome ! So why are you acting surprised & playing victim ?
I love a man I can RELY on.๐ One I donโt have to chase, remind, or beg to show up for me. A man who stands on his word. If he says he got it, he got it. If he says heโs coming through, he come through. Thatโs the kind of man I like. He donโt tell me where I stand, he shows me.
Iโm not no lil ass girl that gets excited to play house, have sex & be toxic with a ngga, I like grown ass men who know how to lead, get money & handle the business!๐ฏ๐ฎโ๐จ
Iโm not in the business of tryna clear anything up ! Feel how you feel about me & stand on it ! One thing Iโve learned is people gone paint you out to be whatever they want other people to see ! Let people feel how they want about you & let it be !
If your parents or grandparents werent pronouncing hospital as โhospillaโ or calling the toilet the โcommodeโ you dont know shit about the south.