I genuinely believe after a certain age you need to have honest conversations with yourself like, I shouldn't be drinking this much, I shouldn't be wasting money like this, I shouldn't be sleeping around like this, I shouldn't be eating so unhealthy, I shouldn't be badmouthing people like this, because you can get away with a lot of unhealthy habits while you are younger but everything eventually catches up with you and there's always a price to pay, you end up paying for it for the rest of your remaining days on earth & it's not worth it.
One of these days I’ll share my testimony. Until then, I’m going to continue focusing on healing, staying busy, being around my village, & trusting in God.
Friday, the 19th I was in a horrific accident. Today, is the 26th & I am feeling so much better mentally. I’ll be out of work for at least a month to heal. However, I’m in such a good head space. Very very blessed to even be alive. The devil tried it, but God said aht aht.