The worst part of consciously being harmless to people is that you get judged, misunderstood, humiliated for no good reason even while being as harmless as possible. People don't deserve goodness at all.
They say if u really want something, u should be excited, happy & eagerly look forward to it so the results turn out to be good. But I have always noticed how things get fucked up when am all excited & turns out to be good only when am least bothered.
Irony.
It's an absolute disgust to see ppl judging even our squeaky clean, wise, righteous life choices. Specially when their life is filled illicit hook-ups, nasty backstories, bastard behaviour. But it also makes complete sense because u can think so only if u are doing it. Caught u😂
Taking a break, even a small one is such a big mistake at times. It reminds how bland ur daily life is & depresses u even more. For one day, u live to the fullest & the next day u are back to routine, like a robot. Not taking a break & suffering continuously feels far better.