Take me back to simple days
I just wanted you to grow but never imagined I would be in your way,
You dealing with the past and I’m just catching strays,
Dealing with the emotional trials while simultaneously out making plays,
Nothing but a smith with the words but what will the actions say?
I remember at first glance being amazed,
Now you won’t even make the trip down unless the road is paved,
Companionship is a phase,
Your mind is a maze,
Acting so hurt when only the epidermis was grazed,
Didn’t realize you were a fan of the dodgers when it was time to be brave,
Check out time but it’s no i hope you enjoyed your stay,
No longer an honors member so you can kiss those points away…..
But am I wrong? Where did it go wrong?
It was a Saturday night when I heard the saxophones,
Realized putting you on a pedestal had me stepping off the throne,
Showing little interest in those posts, and can’t even pick up the phone,
The energy giving leave me alone but unsure by the tone,
The closure became embarrassment,
But a spade is a spade when two Aquarius’s, talking,
In public, stay looking off in the distance and keep walking,
Ears perk up with my name becomes the topic, of conversation,
Long paragraphs get left on read yeah I don’t have the patience,
A Ok reply lets you know the time spent writing ✍🏽 was wasted,
I’m being your height with you and don’t care how you take it,
Been the bad guy in every timeline,
Every scenario, faithful, to those, who would impose, there trauma using me to get high when they’re low,
No point on leaning your head on a shoulder that has gone cold,
Word of advice…. Don’t compare your next to your ex they’ll never fit the mold,
Settled down too quick and never got the hoe… our your system,
Now it’s litigation and subpoenas for a character witness,
No subliminals, weighing on my mental, the names redacted,
Didn’t know if the slap was real or fake the way you so good at acting,
Fight or flight status lately it’s been hard find a breathing technique for relaxing,
These are just random thoughts the therapist got me unpacking,
Even in my darkest hours I find the passion,
To address bitter attachments,
Here’s some wipes to remove the make up on the flaws you keep masking.
Take me back to simple days
I just wanted you to grow but never imagined I would be in your way,
You dealing with the past and I’m just catching strays,
Dealing with the emotional trials while you out making plays,
Nothing but a smith with the words but what will the actions say?
I remember at first glance being amazed,
Now you won’t even make the trip down that road unless the road is paved,
Companionship is a phase,
Your mind is a maze,
Didn’t realize you were a fan of the dodgers when it was time to be brave,
Check out time but it’s no i hope you enjoyed your stay,
No longer an honors member so you can kiss those points away.
the amount of disrespect you will tolerate when youre in love is actually insane. then one day the blindfold comes off and youre like damn i really let you do all that