Redoing the pinned!
We are the SHRIKE'S NEST system. 20 years old, hc-did system, british and romani transmasc queer! Physically disabled, autistic and some other junk
Prns are it/voi/they
Taken <3
to make love that lasts
with nothing to put it into
love that rots and festers
grows pain like rancid meat
grief is not art
messy and meaningful
beautiful and tragic
grief just is
and how weird of it
a love turned rotted
not art
or beautiful
just
there
playing an SCP themed d&d campaign is boiling my brain the the most fun way. like im playing the only scp in the party and its just a weird little guy. and because im playing and bot dming for the kids i get to do shit to cringe them out like making it canonically 6'7
started a temporary med that *might* help but also mught fuck my heart up how wonderful
can i go back to my first month on t when i had wnergy and the ability to eat??
im on multiple meds that increase appetite and yet cant eat hell is a circle and i am in the centre
having multiple cheonic illnessnes is so fucking stupid
"yeah you cant eat without overwhelming and painful nausea but also youre fat"
wow... you figured it out... im fucking cured?? ik not exhausted and sick all the time anymore because im fat!!! /sar
- masculinity. erasure is the reality. it is a painful word for those doing the hate, and it must be. the word should not soothe the oppressor. it should not seem gentle or a natural consequence.
transmasculine erasure kills. many left unheard as we are forcibly silenced. as our words are taken only in the worst light. our anger inherently evil to so many. how sad their lives must be to do that. so obsessed with their own pain they refuse to see that which they cause to-
- it makes us the reason for our pain. it only exists to soothe the egos of anyone wishing harm. invisibility is a gentle word, too gentle for the violence of the truth.
erasure fits. it is a conscious act committed. it is a decision to deny us either our transness or our-
AND ALL OF THIS BECAUSE HE CANT DECIDE IF IM VALID AS A TORTURE SURVIVOR??? LIKE WHAT. I WAS TORTURED BUT IT HAS NO BARING ON THAT SPECIFIC MEDICAL CONDITION??? but apparently the fact i got hate crimed last year doesnt matter because she was a woman?????
shout out to this one freak on my tiktok who cant decide if im afab or amab and refuses to accept that the word "child" is correct for me because im both nonbinary and intersex. he keeps flipflopping between if im female or male to try prove me wrong.
like shit did not know he was my doctor. did not know he knows intimate details about my anatomy and hormones. guess im no longer intersex because Oscar said so!!! im cured yippiee hooray yay!! /sar
the idea that you are something more simply because of who you are is sad. to have no true identity.
people died loving who they loved. AIDs is not a "gay man" disease. to be a gay man is not dirty or nasty. i pray you recover. genuinely. hate helps nobody.
youre so fucking sad and have no queer community. youre not some revolutionary because you say terrible shit on the internet. real people fuckin died because of a homophobic medical system. its beautiful that lesbians cared for the dying.
you are not. you are sad.