I suppose I should live up to my title and break up the trauma posting with shitty jokes. Hear me out…. Guy who doesn’t understand the “Six Seven” trend and does the gesture whenever anyone says any two numbers next to each other.
Grief checklist world record: Friend Killed himself on Thursday, after doing some horrific shit to another friend who I am very close with. Then yesterday my mother figure of my early 20’s passed. My best friend and I have been in shambles but damn… this shit ain’t gonna break me
I wake up a lot of days sad for a million reasons. They went out the window. I cant handle this. I cannot handle losing this person, knowing he permanently scarred someone I love. I dont get him back. She doesnt get her back. Fuck.
While I have the blue check and engagement... One of my good friends killed himself yesterday after being unwell for a while and doing some unforgivable stuff to a friend of mine. Please get help. I have been publicly mentally unwell and im on a path to healing.
I have a friend who is deeply hurt from his actions, and I have a friend who is now dead because he couldnt ask for help. Ask for fucking help. Please. He left a bigger hole in my heart, and damaged a lot of ppl as well. Ask for help. Please.
I’m moving into my own house after 3 years of living with my best friend… I’m at the ass end of having a complete manic episode. I’m cracking CS cases like nobodies business. Why do I feel 2 feet tall and empty? I should be celebrating not hurting this much.
@Iazhism +1. I’m a big Envy stan but at the end of the day, you just can’t be the person that says shit to hurt people. Period. You have to be smarter and you have to have empathy. I was 17 once and stupid and I said dumb shit, but never was it anything that could demean a race.
@KingJames as an avid golf and basketball fan… it’s such a treat seeing you just chill with bob does sports and the lads. What a guy. Here’s to hoping you one day golf with my goat Dame Dolla. ❤️
@Pinky_Bow_Tie Hey dude, I genuinely from the bottom of my heart hope you send this to the forums. I play the game every day, and this design is sick af. Doorman and Apollo (I think) are community designs and you're onto something here. Would be awesome to have in game. Seriously.
Fun update since it's been a while. I am turbo single, work a bunch. Still have zero desire to stream again, but I play so much Deadlock I regrew my virginity. So that's something.