@lunaluver34 just because you "care" about your brother does not mean you are unable to replace him with something that has been around you for longer in recent times. the past does not matter in this sanario.
@lunaluver34 so that would mean you would prefer it over your brother then. since it is around more you would end up gaining a bigger attachment to it then your own brother.
i can feel physically yet. i still get those weird looks. it is odd. i am not that different now am i not?
i thought this would make them stop.
for me to be able to hold a conversation. but it seems that it has not helped at all.