Ki haal aa tera muddat picho takri e
Mai v badleya hova ga par tu v vakhri e
Duro duro takda reha bula vi ni sakeya
Mai kam dil jeya tere nede aa vi nhi sakeya
Mere baare hun tera ki khayaal mai nhi puchda
Ohna dina vich dasde menu chaundi si ke nhi
Ding…
After 3y.
How are you?
I'm fine, I think. Most days.
Some nights still carry your name.
I don't blame you for leaving, I just hate that I'm still grieving.
You asked how I am - honestly, I'm learning who I am without you in the answer.
Backspaced
Good. Hope you are too.
Jab bhi tere baare mai kitaab likhunga
Mai tere hothon ko gulaab likhunga
Teri aankho ko sharaab likhunga
Saleeka sikhaya jayega mohobbat ka jab kahi
Tere har andaaz mai tera naam likhunga
Ho sawaal jannat ka jab kahi
Mai teri bahon ko jawaab likhunga
Jab tere baare likhunga..
Naye kapde badal kar jaun kahan,
Aur baal banaun kis ke liye
Wo shakhs to shehar hi chhod gaya,
Main bahar jaun kis ke liye.
Muddat se koi aaya na gaya,
Sunsaan padi hai ghar ki faza
In khaali kamron mein,
Ab shama jalaaun kis ke liye.
I'm not writing this to look right…
Yha saare hum khushnuma dikhte hain
Ghar wale bhi ye nahi jante, hum karein fight
Kabhi khudse - Kabhi is duniya se
Dukh mile jitna hum kehte it's all right
Kahi ghar wale kose na kehke ke sab kuch free hai like we have never paid a price
I'm healing and hurting at the same time. I love to listen, but I never tell them what's inside me. I don't really like myself, but I love the person I've become. I say I don't care, but I just care too much, deep into my bones. I'm dedicated to growth, but I self-sabotage.
I'm Paradoxical.
I confuse people. I have a happy personality and a sad soul. When I try to be happy, I think about sad things all the time. I'm bold but shy. I love deeply, but sometimes I feel heartless. I crave attention Yet I reject everything that comes my way.